it's time to face the truth...

Tuesday, November 30, 2004 1:46 AM

LOVE love Love lOve loVe lovE lOVE LoVE LOvE LOVe. i'm lack of it.

hmm,
dunno y.
just feel like crying.
fuck me.
i'm suppose to be a strong girl.
probably i'm tired,
or juz no proper reason.
can i juz cry?
i hate those feeling when tears rushing up da eyes and not falling down.
i so nid to be loved.
i nid someone.
by da way,
fling ish good enuff.
nobody will ever wan to take me.
i'm gonna be left on da shelf.
sometymes i just feel pathetic.
why do ppl get to love and yet i dun.
i've tried to be wif ppl,
but,
no,
i'm sure tat's not love.
and i mean i nid LOVE.
not it dun feels gsweet toks,

not hanky panky.

i just dun wanna be with anyone i dun love.

it dun feels good.
being together without feeling ish juz like SHIT.
its a cheat.

argh.
y m i blogging abt tish rubbish anyway.
yes yes.
i'm confusing u guys rite?
//runs.

Monday, November 29, 2004 10:29 AM

DU LAN LAR.

my bro ish juz a motherfucker.
i asked him to lend me da com for awhile cos i hafta werk later.
i onli ask fer 15mins.
he bloody open 4 windows of diff websites and asked me not to touch them
EXCUSE ME,
we're using DIAL UP lor.
46.6Kbps LEH
by da tyme his web finish loading my 15 mins already up liao lar.
FUCKER one.
du lan.

1:19 AM

BLOGGING TYME!

i juz got hm from werk.
i werk noon shift,
frm 3PM to 11.30PM.
cant bring hp.
anything juz leave me a sms. (:
afterall, tish job ish not tat bad,
ppl dere are funny,
esp night shift ppl.
k.
hafta bath and stuff...
nite ppl.
//runs

Friday, November 26, 2004 10:23 PM

cant sleep.

grrt.
since i cant sleep.
i shall blog.
prom was gr8.
i love my table of ppl.
they were fun.
took lotsa pics too, upload soon lar hor.

yea.
the job...
good pay,
as compared to any other fastfood or banquet.
$50 per day,
werk 8.5 hr per day,
$8 per hr for OT.
if i werk from monday to friday for a month,
i'll get $1000. WITHOUT OT.
good pay, wasnt it?

i'll still go to chalet lar,
take leaves i suppose.

muahaha,
cant wait to get $$ fer my BLUE hair.
:)
//runs

6:45 PM

prom ends at 2300 plus plus.
reached hm at 0100
slept at 0300
woke up at 0638
went out at 0700
start werking at 0840 like dat.
went hm at 1715 lor.
i'm tired.
update abt prom and da job another tyme.
//runs

Wednesday, November 24, 2004 10:13 PM

out

went out again.
wid joyce, to get her ear rings.
went damien hse fer mahjong.
da 38 club~
den da 38s said it was too bored,
so we went fer movie wid amanda.
watched saw.
okie,
dun reali get it.
freaking cold inside.
anyway, must thx da jie-da 38-cum-papa fer da tix.
i'm totalli broke.
owe u one lar hor,
when i get my job,
i treat u lar.
fucking pissed now.
with everything lar.
damn.
//runs

1:36 AM

hais

juz did joyce's skin.
blogged on hers
lazy to blog.
i'm not FINE.

Tuesday, November 23, 2004 1:33 PM

its hols.

but i aint celebrating,
i dun feel hapi.
i dun feel excited.
it dun seems to be after a big Os
it dun seem to be me.
ha.
//runs

Monday, November 22, 2004 11:47 PM

-i'm so TIRED

got my prom dress somehow.
we walk n walk n walk.
from far east to heeren to bugis.
like everywhere lar.
legs breaking.
saw ngiex GF and evelyn and azly.[ i dunno him, juz noe his name]
still i haben get my heels or wadever it gonna be.
its a tiring day lar.
gonna rest.
see da tyme?
its getting late.
nyte ppl~
//runsss

Sunday, November 21, 2004 11:06 AM

22nov- going town to get my prom dress and stuff after p1
25nov- prom nite?
26nov- job interview
o1dec- year2000 jps prefects bbq
o2dec - class chalet
o3dec- class chalet
o4dec- class chalet
o5dec- hopfully can start werking

busy eh.

Saturday, November 20, 2004 9:22 PM

not in da rite mood

I JUST FEEL EMPTY.

1:43 PM

ya ya ya

went to da doc tish morning.
somewhere near my ____ got inflammed?
it itch like shit.
da doc whisper into my ear: have u had sex?
me: No.
she: i noe some girls are shy abt it, u sure u had nv did it?
me: ya.

*by now u shld have noe ____ is wad.

okie,
i had flu 2 days ago.
my nose bleed tis morning.
i sneezed blood.
i was like, huh?!
da doc said i got alot of mucus.
must be those ciggs, that cos me to be so sick.
shall not smoke fer da tyme being,

going swimming lata wid yp.
going to arcade wid gay too.
slacking tyme~
okie,
going to study fer awhile now.
ciao~
//runs

Friday, November 19, 2004 9:03 PM

fu*k lar

i fu*king got a prank call a again
some fu*king horny irc guy again
fu*king cant tahan all tish rubbish anymore
i fu*king wanna change my no.
i tink i noe who's dat fu*ker doing tat.
fu*k whoever doing tat.
fu*king angry wid tat fu*ker.

AND OLI ISH FU*KING OUT.
FU*KING SAD LAR.
WHY IZZIT SLY,
I RATHER HE ISH DA ONE WHO GET OUT.

today ish totalli fu*k up lar.

angie ish da cutest thing on earth.
[by da way, she asked me to blog tish.]
buaha.
cutie pie.
//runs

Monday, November 15, 2004 11:46 PM

i'm bored

i realised i've blogged 4 tymes today.
and tish ish da 5th tyme.
i'm bored.
tat's all.
da day ish ending.
i haben study fer geog n amaths.
sighs.
i'm a SLACKER.
hate myself too.
shall stop wasting tyme.
tata.

11:34 PM

Weeee~ new skin~

wuahahaha.
i fianlli found a skin tat i like.
its simple and white.
no more bloody dark gothic look..
hope all of uu like it.
its so unlike my blogskin-style anyway.
haha.
but i love da skin lar.
there ish one more dark gothic skin,
but its like,
i'm always at tat,
so,
yar,
be simple.
k lar.
hafta go.
//runs

8:25 PM

PROM~

i so dun wanna go prom now.
i not at all ready
i haben get my dress,
i haben get my heels,
i haben get any bag.
i have cash flow problem.
so sickening can,
den i'll have to get a last-minute-dress which ish damn not fit.
arghhh,
tish prom thing ish driving me crazy i tell u.
blah
blah
blah
shld i go?

8:18 PM

falala~

wahaha
went khatib mac to study fer awhile today.
went safra.
buaha,
go and play lor.
best of all,
SMOKE!
den went northpoint to get present fer damien papa.
guess he wasnt in da mood oso lar.
hope he like it lor.
den went my grandma hse le.
tat's all lar.
cant wait fer 18th n 19th.
staying over at yp's
lalala.
//runs

10:57 AM

tish ish fucky i tell u.

tish ish so FUCKY.
it happened yest at ard 11plus.
the story goes like tis...

my fone rang,
its private no.
i ans.me: halo?
him: halo?
me: Halo?!
him: halo
me: HALO?!?!?!?!
him: halo
i hang up.

den da fone rang again a few mins later.
me: HALO?
him: halo?
me: HALO?!?!?!
him: halo?
me: HALO?!?!?!?! WAD U WANT?
him: ish tish 9****562?
me: NO! ITS 9****526!!!!
him: ur company ish so lousy....
me: WAD COMPANY?! (i was so irritated oready)
him: i call fer two 'ji'
me: wad ji?!
him i order 2 ji and they haben arrived yet. ur company ish so lousy.

i thot wad chickens
den i figured out its was prositudes. [spells?]
den i pass to my mum.
she heard: u r ji! u r ji!
my mum scolded him
and the thing juz ended somehow lar.

i was on da fone wid ngiex at tat tyme.
buaha.
she finalli call mi sia.
heex
wei, NGIEX!
i LOVE YOU,
GIRLFRIEND!!!
happy?
:]

Sunday, November 14, 2004 9:18 PM

aiya

cant find a nice skin lehx.
liaox.
sian...

Friday, November 12, 2004 9:35 PM

WAH LA~

OLI ISH SAVED!!!
YESH!
:D

m bored.
waiting fer yuanping's call.

hmmm,
ngiex hasn't called fer a long tyme.
-hint hint-
when can we craps again, lamest creature on earth?

gonna chat fone wif my dearest xueyan oso
fone bills gonma burst.
-shake head-

wah la~
k.
boredom.
//runs

Thursday, November 11, 2004 9:22 PM

bleahs

OLI AND SLY SOUND REAL GR8.
lol.
:D

9:01 PM

OLI RAWKS

m watching singapore idol.
OLI RAWKS!
SLY RAWKS!
haha.
PLISH VOTE FER OLINDA!!!!
[thou ngiex dislike her alot. lols.]
AND VOTE FOR SLY TOO!
heex.
ks.
craps lar.
//runs

Wednesday, November 10, 2004 9:15 PM

bio paper wad quite, erm, easy?
but i dunno how to do lar.
juz anyhow 'pon'
who cares abt bio~
hurs.
dere's abt one week before da next paper starts.
and i so wan to party NOW!
3 more papers,
2 more weeks,
and i'll be free!!!
:D
cant wait.
//runs

9:08 AM

its abt 9.00am

having bio papers later.
i'm not ready at ALL.
currently logged on to irc, seeing ppl craps at #teens main.
blogging here.

gonna read thru pass year qns..
bleahx.
i dunno if i shld go.
i'm like NOT READY.
k lar,
shall go and study.
//runs

Tuesday, November 09, 2004 3:00 PM

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Monday, November 08, 2004 2:26 PM

slacking

hi readers.
m here.
hmm, maths paper2,
i tink its easier den paper1.
hope can pass lor.
da maths papers are so easy tat its veri unbelievable lor.
its easier den last yr paper [ acc to my cousin, he retake maths paper]
scare dat moderation will pull down my percentage lor.
damn ass.
basicalli i'm slacking since i got home.

gonna catch some sleep den study fer chem le.
tata.
//runs

Sunday, November 07, 2004 1:54 PM

phew~

finali can blog.
thanks andy fer da software.
i onli slept fer 3 hrs.
juz wasting time last nite,
cant get anything in leh.
okie.
gonna study le.
buaixx.
//runs

10:17 AM

joyce, yuhchu and gary came to stay overnight. suppose to study. most of us end up sleeping...

Saturday, November 06, 2004 6:45 PM

MY COM ISH KINDA DOWN. I CANT EVEN BLOG PROPERLY, I CAN ONLY TYPE AT DA TITLE BOX!!!! DUHX

Thursday, November 04, 2004 1:20 PM

:((((((((((((((((((

i fink i wrote out of point fer english paper
i fink i will not pass phy.
i fink i did not do any better fer maths.
i fink i will stay in opss fer another yr :(
so sadd~

Tuesday, November 02, 2004 11:45 AM

oh hi pple.
m here to blog.
haha.
ss paper was quite okay.
all qns came out as wad teachers expected.
:)
thx to my laopo xueyan woke me up at 4 am and made me study fer japan.
ah bo i tink i will see a f9 fer da humans.

hi to those who tag :D
lazy to reply :X
haha. ;p
study hard yar x)

will be meeting joyce and some peeps at khatib camp mac to study ;/
dunnoe y
.nowadays kept feeling hungry O.o
and i mean HUNGRY.
so terrible.getting fatter.
2nd puberty?
lol.
probably studying too hard :x
nah,
i didnt try hard enuff.
i noe myself.
juz manage to squeeze some basic facts in. ;/
well,
at least i tink i tried.
i'm prepared to retain anyway.
lalala.
//runs