it's time to face the truth...

Tuesday, May 31, 2005 10:59 PM

fuck lar.
save it.
all of u,
save ur breath n strength.
dun nid to celebrate my bdae wif mi anymore.
THANKS AH.

7:25 PM

PISSED

okie. this entry is editted,
tink nobody has read it yet.
i shldnt write all this as i'm feeling pissed.
but i'm still feeling pissed.
*UCK UP things.
PISSED.
PISSED.
PISSED.
i'm damn pissed.

2:36 PM

1 more day to my bdae (x

gen was the first to wish mi hapi bdae (:
thanks girl!!

just reach home..
went for hockey training,
have lunch wif chah yiin at ljs,
mit angie at np,
slack awhile,
mit rachel at her hse,
recieve my first present for my 17th bdae (:
a big card which she made unil 4am tis morning,
n a green shirt frm snk..
(:
now going to bath n go get my bro a preseny,
yea,
we shared the same birthday,
and its oso his 17th bdae..
we're TWINs if some of my reader didnt noe
okokie,
i better get going,
rachel gonna whine if i'm late again..
//runs

Monday, May 30, 2005 8:05 PM

HALO

hmmm,
currently slacking online,
copy down the homewerk for wed econs lecture.

today kena caught drawing during lecture by mr chu.
wadever..
mr ng 's boring wad,
cant help it lar..
den he keep suaning mi in lecture hall, but he didnt reali point out its mi lar..

urgh..
there's hockey tml.

my bdae's on tis wednesday,
and YEAH,
i nid to go baq to sch for econs n phy,
i cant believe this.
NO WAY SIAL
but no choice oso lar...
;/
this is HELL.

//runs

5:13 PM

new skin (:

Saturday, May 28, 2005 8:15 PM

meet up wif sisilia, guangyang n yvette tis morning fer gpp.
i'm LATE again.
okies,
tat's bad.
try harder lar weishan~
was crappy lar.
took fotos too (:
yvetter went off wif bf..
went cine to have indonesia food ahs?
sisilia intro one,
den meet wif sisilia's frd, mirna..
took neoprints together,
played pool at kpool
my skill sucks.
after pool sessoin went hm,
slack,
junhao ask if tml wana go study,
but i dun wanna go alone lar,
we're just classmates that got to noe each other fer a month?
veri weird ma..
so i ask yvette along she she happily rejected mi lar.
okie,
decided not to go..
gonna finish 10 econs essay by monday..
dunno wad to say..
shall continue slacking alr...

//runs

Friday, May 27, 2005 10:07 PM

woohoo!!!
went baq to opss to take my cert..
met up wif kaya,gwenyth, joyce, chiangsong, sherwin, yuhchu, huilin, jean, jac, wenyi, yongtah, shiyin, shijie n ermmm, abt it le rite?
so miss sherwin brother sia, but now his suaning kungfu is yichiban alr..
-_-
den we tok to our dearest form teacher da niao chua for a lil while
den we saw mr low..
dun intend to walk over de,
but sherwin lar, so lame, go tok to him..
den we went to third floor to find ms foo...
we stand at the railing there but she cant see us,
she's having parents meeting session lar..
we wave here n there...
den she realise our presence.
hahas.
she was quite shock n happi to see us i tink..
she was busy so we just walk ard the sch
went to take foto..
hahas.
its fun lar...
:D
den yuhchu say he wanan go outside walk walk..
i noe he sure went to smoke de..
so, i follow him..
and ehem..
u guys is smart enuff to guess lar hor..

went yoshinoya for dinner wif ms foo n all lo..
den tok abt sch days lo..
hahas.
i told her tat my jc work sucks and i could hardly pass a thing,
she told mi its okie,
try to werk harder..
she went off for her church thing..
realli regrets those days when i;m rude to her..
she's actualli quite nice lar..
haha :P
okie,
i'm reali sorry abt it lar..

yea,
tml got gpp meeting again..
miting sisilia, yvette n guanyang 'sister'
buaha.
at taka library..
hafta wake up at 8 so i wont b late..
tat's the updates fer today (:

//runs

Thursday, May 26, 2005 7:30 PM

hmm, so long didnt blog le hor?
miss mi ma?
hahas.
hmmm,
tml is gp summer test le...
so worried lar..
but after tml its HOLIDAY!
WOOHOOO!!

sch is okie,
i;m just being super lazy.
its time to wake up lar.
-ahbish-
-.-

has been late the whole week.
and yar.
today is reali "GREAT" lo.
aas usual,
yp reach at 7.50
so i'm like; let' go take cab.
she dun wan to,
but i thot we onli left with freaking 10 mins to sch.
so we do brisk walking n ran alil.
and just b4 i reach the gate,
i step on to those slippery mud and fell.
FUNNI rite.
i tink most of by now must b luffing ur ass off.
i got super irritated cos my hands n legs n skirt is stained wif mud.
i walk all the way baq to mrt there to take cab hm.
called my mum,
nobody pick up the damn fone.
--
the cab fee is $6.90
i gave him a 50 dolla notes,
he sae he dun have small change,
drove mi all the way to coffee shop to change the 50 dolla notes to smaller change.
the coffee ah soh give mi those irritated looks,
wth,
if i didnt fall i wouldnt even wanna change my money wif u lo can
__
nvm,
den i pay the uncle n walk all the way baq hm,
totalli wth can.
i paid fer the cab n i have to walk hm.
-shake head-
--
reached hm,
complained to gary online,
slack awhile,
make my poor mummy wash my skirt.
dry it n wear it baq.
took a bus den a cab.
reached sch at 9.20
and blah blah.
the rest its abt sch life.
nth special lar so dun intend to update...

super suay day :(

//runs

Wednesday, May 25, 2005 10:06 PM

peek-a-boo!

Saturday, May 21, 2005 10:03 PM

stop giving me pressure can?
fuck it lar.
y izzit always my fault?
grandma is old le, i go there once a week oso cannot meh,
i noe she's irrtating to call everyday lar,
but i can stay at home to eat from mon to fri de ma..
i noe u scare tat i;m bz wif sch work larr,
but haiya, grandma is old alr noe..
do u tink u're the onli one in the middle?
can we dun quarrel over this every weekends?
i'm sick of this issue.

6:16 PM

I NID TO SMOKE
I NID TO SMOKE
I NID TO SMOKE
I NID TO SMOKE
I NID TO SMOKE
I NID TO SMOKE

cant stand my grandma n mum anymore.
...
cant b bothered to elaborate.
they're getting on my nerves.

hafta finish as much homewerk as possible tonight.
-sigh-

//runs

Friday, May 20, 2005 8:58 PM

okies,
our project workgroup is formed,
there's sisilia, yvette n guangyang.
there's onli one guy,
hahas.
monday will b meeting up to discuss the stupid gpp..

r/s between classmates got better after the p.e
p.e always bring ppl closer (:

oh ya,
i love my hockey too..
hahas.

sch is gr8 except for all the homewerk, GP lesson, n physics.
...

okie,
gonna start doing homewerk soon
co s i;m mitting the girls on sunday evening (:
nid to coach rachel for her chinese o tml n sunday..
bz person...

//runs

Wednesday, May 18, 2005 6:57 PM

haiya.
once again i overslept.
woke up at 7,
get myself prepared veri slowly.
miss e bus,
reach wld at 8,
oh yuan ping oso overslept
mit wif her,
she had mac for brkfast,
stroll to school and found tat back door was locked,
walk all the way to front door.
caught by one tamil lady, i tink she's one of the teacher.
took dwn our name,
i went to the canteen cos dun wanna attend econs alr,
found weelun there,
tok to him lo..
den went back for maths, while weelun decided to pon maths AGAIN,
forever ponning tutorials,
wonder how he's going to make it lo..
-shake head-

sch was normal.

hocky in the afternoon.
quite good lo,
just tat hands abit hurts lar..
yar.
just reached home,
nid to rest n do homewerk alr..

//runs

Tuesday, May 17, 2005 11:44 PM

P.I is down.
econs and maths to go.
taf in the morning,
hockey in the evening,
yea.

its gonna be a GOOD day,
hopefulli..

-ywans-
damn tired.
hafta go,
homewerk is not yet done.

//runs

10:41 PM

i'm getting more:
hypocritical,
vulgar,
restless.

i simply just cant stop:
whining,
complaining.

see,
what has JC change mi into.
hahas,

i got nth else to sae.

now waiting fer Mr Ng to reply mi abt my P.I
totalli dead,
i've got no printer,
dunno how print another new copy sia
hais.
PI sucks.
i still haben complete my other homewerk lorrrr.
LOR.

//runs

7:18 PM

okie.
*ucking stress up wif my PI.
-scream-
can i just screwed it?
HOW SIA.
HOW TO DO SIA?
SIA?

super irritated by it.
stupid PI.
as if i dun have any other things to do lar hor,
do PI can liao la hor..

okies.
this is craps.
-SCREAM-

//later

Sunday, May 15, 2005 11:09 AM

WOOHOO.
woke up at 9 tis morning.

had bbq wif the triple G last nite.
finalli all 6 of us [ah lin, daph, jean, joyce, yp n mi] turn up.
okie,
its reali a long tyme since our last mit up and its like its nv the a complete one.
yea,
mit up wif joyce to get food @ 3.30
daphne join us @ 4,
mi n joyce is like 2 big SOTONGs,
cos we dunnoe wad to buy lar.
mit up wif jean at 5 on MRT,
den huilin @ amk oso ard 5.15.
we took a bus down,
guess we girls reali had a lot to bytch and we actualli miss a stop...
;/
all thanks to daph as she thot someone would have press the bell
:x *oops.
so we walk all the way baq..
YP called she oso reach le,
so we suppose to mit at that particular bus-stop,
and there's no sight of her,
ahha.
she went hm to shit.
so we walk ALL THE WAY to her hse again.
and haha,
i went to the wrong hse,
nearli press the wrong bell
and got scared by this *ucking big dog.
..
okie,
shall stop all my grandfather story.
the bbq was gr8,
it ends at 10,
wash up
and starts mahjong,
we played 4 rounds and took a last grp foto,
planned our nxt outing,
and took jean's uncle's car hm.
there was lightning, dog and we were chasing the car.
aha.
onli the girls can understand lar.
crap on the car,
reached hm at 11plus.
watched tv n fell alsp.
too tired.

gotta start doing my homewerk le
by e way i lazy to upload the fotos lar,
hahas,
sorrie ah girls.
:p
nxt tyme lar :D

//runs

Saturday, May 14, 2005 12:31 PM

i tink my mum suffered frm depression.
she wrote something strange in her hp
: "i want to kill myself"
: "this is one thing i always want to do"
like WTF?
ever since she got out of job she seems so stress up lo.
i duno lar.
can somebody tell mi wad to do.
seriously my family's financial is not doing well lo,
i cant even afford to have tuition.
i reali dunno wad to sae,
somemore like my grandma n aunts are givin mi and my family pressure,
haiya,
lazy to explain.
i onli noe i assume tat my mum is suffering frm depression lar.
..

//runs

Friday, May 13, 2005 10:10 PM

take a nap in the afternoon..

doing chinese blog entry 2 now,
in case my reader dun understand y i'm doing a chinese blog,
its fer my sch chinese assignment,
its kinda dumb,
chinese teacher will give mi an article or do some activities in sch and ask mi to write a revview or my thots,
yea.
sad case.

sian nahs,

homewerk fer this weekends:
math tut12,
phy tut9,
PI [project work],
PBL [GP],
chinese oral presentation,
econs essay.

tat's abt it.

trying to finish as much thing as possible tonight and tml morning.
hopefully to clear maths, phy, chinese n econs by tml morning.
PI,PBL by sunday night
cos BBQ's tml.
cant wait to party.
so yar,
for the sake of party i must werk hard.
hahs.

ks,
i better get back to serious werk lar.
//runs

3:25 PM

haiya.
boring lar.
nid to finish as much homewerk as possible today..
muahaha.
cos there's bbq tml!!!
YEAH YEAH YEAH.
lol
i love weekends.
hey,
i still owe ah siong $$ sia.
k lar,
shall go le...
//runs

12:16 AM

finalli done wif ma chinese blog.
its crappy.
going to study SPA now

//runs

Thursday, May 12, 2005 9:02 PM

ONE MORE DAY.
phew.

Wednesday, May 11, 2005 11:40 PM

i miss the days in opss wif my dearest 4A3.
i miss you guys.
i miss all the fun we had.
all the nonsense..
miss the good old days.
miss mr chua.
miss ms foo.

will there still b any chance where everyone mit again?
;/

8:39 PM

gonna study fer maths and econs tests.
guess i'm gonna fail again,
hais.
there's NAFA 5 stations fer p.e too

phy SPA n chinese test tml lo.

handing in P.I on monday or tuesday.

busy
busy
busy

//runs

Tuesday, May 10, 2005 11:30 PM

halo.
m here again.
did my maths tutorial but haben study fer the test.
sad can.
forever cant complete work on tyme.
okies,
shall try again tml.

there's a chinese test on friday.

;/

busy girl lo.

//runs

5:29 PM

woohooo.
for the first tyme i pass my 2.4 runs for just one try.
i cant believe tis.

hmmm..
i stinks now.
after all the running..

kinda bored now.
gonna finish the 2 tutorial by tonight
n revise the maths test.

tml is oral presentation again.
i'm not scared anymore :)
i tink i didnt improve on my essay lei.
but nvm,
see wad cher have to say,
den probably i'll have to redo fer the 4th tymes?
its not onli me tat have to redo k,
not tat i'm lousy,
everyone who did presentation ytd oso nid to redo,
as in like,
she wants us to put in more effort,
and do well for the essay..

there's hockey tml.

by the way,
my motivation is baq again.
i'll just try harder.
if not by the end of the year i'll just leave.
i'll put in more effort de.
:

2 maths tutorial [ 11, 12]
1 maths test
1 econs test
1 phy SPA
3 more days to go.

Monday, May 09, 2005 8:32 PM

i'm left wif
1 pbl,
1 maths tutorial,
1 maths test to rivise,
1 econs test to revise,
1 phy spa,
4 days of sch.

waiting fer weekends to come.
hopefully can mit up wif my triple G..
girls,
i just miss everyone of u,
and the fun we had :)

haiya.
k lar,
shall shut up n do my homewerk,
its alr 8 plus.

//runs

2:40 PM

izzit right to have pon sch today?
supposingly i shld finish my homewerk.
but wad i m doing now?
SLACKING.
sia la.
i'm reali such a fuck up person lo.
cant stand myself anymore.
-slap myself-
okie.
i'm toking rubbish

//runs

11:30 AM

PONNED SCHOOL.
sick,
having allegy.
was on medication n cant wake up in the morning.
couldnt finish my 7 other essays.
so, yea,
decided to ponn.
mum was so disappointed.
sorri lar.
wad m i suppose to do when i dun understand e qns?

//runs

Sunday, May 08, 2005 6:48 PM

friday
hang out wif angie after the s-cube talks.
9 plus den go hm.

sat
went out wif rachel to study.
study half way gave up le.
went to mit damien n co.
they played billard, i just stone there.
went baq hm fer mothers' day dinner.
joined damien n co. at his hse.
and wad happened at damien's hse was disatrous.
i dun wanna elaborate.
and pls,
those who noe it,
dun elaborate for mi.
its just DISATROUS.
at least to mi, it is.
went hm at 11 plus,
called huiping,
called kaili.
tok till 2 plus,
slp.

sunday
slack till now.
i dunno how e fuck i'm gonna finish e 7 econs essay qns, 1 pbl essay.
i reali dunoe
like frm 8 till now,
i slacked.
still slacking.
i tink i can die.

//runs

Wednesday, May 04, 2005 6:02 PM

finalli here.
com ish down..
sent fer reformatting, will b baq tis sat.

jus got baq to yishun,
went town wif yp n angie.

meeting the girls on sat :)

tml got presetation for econs,
super nervous.
somebody plish tell mi wad to do..

cher said tat my P.I is good.
hahas.
so happiy.
must thanks joyce fer the ideas n the use of her com n printer.
:)
thanks ah my darling qinfu
:)

toking wif gwenyth on msn now.
reali miss everybody whom i haben mit up wif since taking o results.
-sighs-

k lar.
stop my crap,
nida to some serious werk.
//runs

Monday, May 02, 2005 11:36 AM

sat
stay ouver at cousin's hse.

sun
slack

today
still slacking.
anyway,
gonna start werk soon.
if got tyme goona get out of hse later..

its another broing holiday :(

//runs