it's time to face the truth...

Thursday, June 30, 2005 11:21 PM

i'm sick of my blogskin alr.
wanted to come out wif sth new,
but i realise,
hmmm,
i cant create anything better.
i nid photoshop editor,
the freaking pirated cd is spoiling my com.
anyone can lend mi or donate it to me?
hmmm,
mayb when i have enuff money i'll just get one myself.

ive tok to my mum,
i can leave jc at the end of the year.
(((((((((((((:

//runs

Wednesday, June 29, 2005 12:06 PM

got this from an email.
not all parts are true, but some parts are quite true.

GEMINI WOMAN
A good-looking woman with brains, a very interesting person. She has a fast
movement and she could not sit still or stand still long. She is able to do
many things at the same time and do it fast. If you date her, you
will feel like dating many women at the same time. You cannot tie her down
with the word "Love" because she cares about love but is it not a major
factor of her life. You have to be able to adjust yourself to get along with her
many different characters.

She is a dreamer and has many dreams.
She eager to learn something new all the time. Even she is the 2 in 1
mixed character type, she is quite lucky in love. You have to put all your
efforts to win her affection. Even when she likes you and wonder about your wit, she
will also see and inspect your bad side at the same time, because it
is in her nature.

She able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without
annoying you or letting you know at all. She can cheer you up by
acting like a free little bird. Her conversation will not bore you. She able to
talk to you in any subjects. She can make you feel like you are the luckiest
man alive. She can make you feel like she needs all your care, but once
she needs to stand alone, she can stand alone firmly a comfortably.

She can be your best buddy and talk to you about anything. She can join all
your activities with the same energy that you have. She is a quick wit person and
learn new things very fast. She can see your projects and she can give you
good advice. If she thinks you are not sure that you want her for yourself
she will act like your best friend only, a cool woman.

She can easily make a guy fall in love with her. Her multiple changes and many
moods is a "Charm" for many men. She can be laughing for 2 minutes and later
suddenly quiet. She wants to find only 1 true love and she wants to meet her
dream guy. She expects a lot and nearly too much. She is constantly waiting for
her knight shinning armor even she is with a steady boy friend. She can fall
in love or fond of someone else while she is with you. If you break
up with her, she will forget you quite fast, because change is in her
nature. Gemini woman breaks more heart than woman in other Zodiac. Because
she is a dreamer and always waiting for her knight shinning armor, so her
love life can be complex or a mess.

She hates to write a long letter, so if you write her a letter and expect a prompt reply,
forget it. Because she has multiple personality and multiple ideas, so she hates to put them
down in written proof. Because she knows what she belief today can be
different tomorrow.

She could communication with more than 1 language, a real gifted linguistic. If she wants to tell you any bad comments, she won't say it straight away, but she will talk to you about many other things and accidentally come to that subject without offending you. Normally
she will not lie.

She will work hard and once a while takes a long
rest. She can get bored and tired with her own surrounding more than at work.
She never feel content with her present work, money, or reputations, she
will drive to have more. Don't ask her what is her ultimate contentment
for she will not have an answer.

Once you get to know her, she will be a supportive person and always be beside you. She has a beautiful dream and she loves to have someone walk side by side with her, together and equally.

Tuesday, June 28, 2005 6:12 PM

went to mit gary after school,
he went to zijian's funeral,
so i pass him the money for donation to zijian's family.
guess everyone feels the same as mi,
thou we may not know zijian,
but we do feel sad for him n his family n friends.
yea?
anyway i pass my 3 science tys, phy n chem textbook n my phy notes to gary.
3 tys [ one comb. chem, one comb. phy and one comb. sci [ chem/phy]...
lol,
i know, its all the same in content n everything.
i kiasu ma.
bleah.

oh ya,
today's econs paper.
its super difficult can.
it makes no difference even if i studied i guess.
cos our smartest n most hardwerking peishi oso says she gonna fail,
den i tink mi may get a zero or single digi.
buaha,
but like wad yvette said,
we've got used to fail econs.
LOL.

tml is a break,
okie,
not reali a break,
must prepare for physics lor,
thurs is physics paper,
the last one (((((((((((:
den we'll have 4 long days of hols,
fri, sat, sun and mon.
monday is youth day rmb?
hahas.

long entry.
i shall stop b4 u guys fall asleep (:

//runs

Monday, June 27, 2005 6:00 PM

summer test starts today.

maths paper - gone case
chinese paper - another gone case.

have gastric pain,
from morning till now.
i noe i give super blac face,
but my gastric reali pain lor.
dunno y sial,
i had my brkfast n lunch.
-shake head-
PAIN LAR

Wednesday, June 22, 2005 8:07 PM

went to make i/c in early afternoon,
after tt,
i mit up wif joyce n gary n we went to ZOO!!
hohoho.
quite sometyme didnt go zoo alr,
so excited at first.
but after walking up n down for 1hr plus,
mi n joyce was like so tired can..
hahas,
den we went kfc to eat n cab down to woodlands,
gayry went to pierce his ear lar..
den i went to this shop to use com cos my damn com is spoil again..
tml i nid to do research so i can have some material when mitin up wif my grp.

oh ya,
s65 bq was fun lar,
we played vball,
guessing games?
i reached hm at ard 12 plus lor,
so tired,
thanks to mr ng,
he sent all e 3 girls hm..
if not i tink i can die.
lol.

yeah yeah,
hols is ending in ard 5 days tyme,
i haben prepare for my darn summer test.
YES,
not prepared AT ALL.
KILL ME PLS.
alrighty,
shall stop crapping.
getting my allowance this weeked!
like finalliy...
i overspent abt $200 lor,
so BROKE can.
yeah yeah,

//runs

Saturday, June 18, 2005 10:34 PM

S65BBQ tml..
:)))))
hahas.
mitting sisil, yvette n her y's bf to help sisil wif the card n salad n everything..

going to the ZOO nxt week!!!
girls, pls comfirm wif mi soon..
dun waste the tix,
its for FREE.
hahas,
quite excited abt going to e zoo..
bleah.
okies,
needa do tuition hw alr..

//runs

Thursday, June 16, 2005 10:21 PM

just got hm.
i pon phy extra lesson,
mi n yvette went wrl to do self study instead.
i leave at 3 n headed amk.
narene, ngie n ping were at k pool.
i'm like act smart lar,
i dunno where's k pool n i walk ard the whole amk central.
DUH.
met them at amk ctrl station.
went ping's hse to rot.
we played indian poker.
wth.
i did forfeit 2 tymes lor,
make mi damn paisae onli.
-roll eyes-
teckchee join us at a later tyme
narene is a gr8 cook lar,
YUMMY YUMMY!! :)
after dinner,
we just crap in ping's rm lor,
playing tickle game,
i can die frm it.
LOL.
kie,
shall stop here.
needa check my MLG to see if there's physcis notes...

//runs

p.s, LOVE YOU GIRLS SO MUCH LAR!!! ((((((((((((((((((((:

Wednesday, June 15, 2005 8:52 PM

URGH!
WE'RE SUPPOSE TO B IN SENTOSA THIS MORNING!!!
AND IT FUCKING RAIN!!!!!
URGH!!!
SO ANGRY CAN!!!

okies.
den we went down to amk to mit my dearest ohyuanping to have brkfast.
went baq to yuanping's hse,
we suppose to slp,
but i cant slp,
went to play comp wif angie instead.
crappy lar i tell u.
went irc n had those corny chats wif horny guys.

woke yuanping cos we're too hungry,

okie,

we continue to play the comp wif narene online.

so we're fucking crappy lar,
using the webcam playing wif audio conversation.
CRAPS.

suppose to mit up wif narene at yuanping's hse,

but my DEAREST decided to b a chee hong kia.

she decided to mit up wif her damn BF and PANGSEH us.

LOL.

end up mitting on train,

suppose to acc yp to cityhall,
BUT 3 of us end up in town,
yp to cityhall to mit up wif kooteckchee..
..
.
.
.
.
.
okie,
lazy to complete e story,
tml mitting up at yp's to have dinner,
we're going to cook!!!
or rather they're going to cook..
hahas.
we're miting up rite?
i suppose?
no PANGSEH huh ppl!!
imma get angry tis tyme!
just kidding

MY DEAR YAUNPING,
STOP BEING A CHEE HONG KIA,
STOP PANG SEH-ING US.
TSK TSK.
DUN TINK TAT I WONT GET ANGRY WIF U DEN U CAN PANGSEH HOR.
LOL.

//runs

Tuesday, June 14, 2005 4:10 PM

elo.
got baq my com,
its costs $157.
not quite happi wif the product,
but anyway,
as long as i can online,
i dun care.

hockey training this morning,
super tired lar,
didnt had enuff breakfast i guess.
hehs.

i'm bored,
gonna start revising the damn physics,

//runs

Monday, June 13, 2005 2:27 PM

there's hockey training tml!!!
:)))))))))))))))))

m still sick,
running nose n coughs.
cant smoke lar..
:(((
-bleah-

//runs

Friday, June 10, 2005 4:11 PM

okies.
i fell sick on monday nite.
go the e doc on tues cos the temp got a lil too high [ 39.1]
feeling better on wed,
able to go the sch on thurs,
felt sick again on thurs nite,
finalli got better today.

yeah,
ever since the com ish down,
i had been practicing my maths.
i'll be having tuition wif kitmun tis sat,
at my home,
wif ms ang..

okies,
now still doing revision n updates of gpp..
gtg
//runs

Monday, June 06, 2005 7:47 PM

DAMN
HARD DISK CLASH.
hais,
will be MIA for this period of tyme,
will onli send my cpu for repair nxt month,
for the tyme being,
i shall just concentrate on revising my SUMMER TEST.
yea.
take care people..
i'm not closing down,
so plish visit my blog once in awhile to ccheck my updates.

DAMN.
how can the hard disk clash sial?!?!
bored to death alr..
aiya.
k lar.
stop my rubbish..

just came baq from town,
had a gr8 day at sakae.
today quite suay ahs,
while being a chimey,
lol,
police came.
lucky nv take down our names ahs
just throw away our cigg.
LOL.
damn suay!
kks.
i shall shut up now...

//runs

Friday, June 03, 2005 7:39 PM

okies.
new skin,
made by mi,
simple n plain.
its a pic of mi n yp tat was took on, ermmm, few months ago...

happily pon maths extra lesson today cos even if i go i'll be veri late
so i dun see e point of going :x

k,
was slacking the whole day,
pack my room so i can start revising alr..
looking fer tutor with kitmun soon also.

sometyme i wish i was in yjc,
there's so many ex pri sch classmates in there lo,
but i;m gald to b in ijc too cos i noe alot of gr8 ppl in there.
and of cos, my crappy class n s64..
i love my cca,
i love my classmates n frds in there,
i love, ermm, nth else actualli.
its time to work harder,
i will try.
TRY.
and TRY.
okie,
its not try,
i MUST work harder..
;/

//runs

Thursday, June 02, 2005 11:50 PM

doze off,
doze off,
and more dozing off.
cant concetrate in sch today,
too tired i guess...

dere's sch tml.
they call tis a hols?

//runs

Wednesday, June 01, 2005 10:18 PM

wooo.
just got home.

ytd nite went to mit rachel at 11 plus.
she's damn sweet lar.
sing a bdae song fer mi on the street.
.
den mit up wif mic n bf.
she n her boss quarrel den alot of things happen lo..
hmmm,
she gave mi an ashtray n chocolate for present.
no, she dunno i;m a chimey,
but i dunno y she gave mi tat lar,
mayb its just cute lo..
went hm at 2,
catch up and craps wif them for 2 hrs plus.
rachel went to my hse to stay overnight.
we slept at 3.

woke up at 6.45,
nid to go sch lo,
doze off during econs lecture.
shit.
oh ya,
the class wishes mi hapi bdae too,
thanks class (:
suppose to mit ngie and yp in town,
but seems tat sth just has to happen...
yp nid to go home..
so i went out wif rachel instead since i'm wif her..
...
we went bugis,
mit her frens,
walk ard,
took neoprints,
went home..

just got home,
having major headache lo,
sch again tml,
-shake head-
i thot i;m having hols sial?

by the way,
i;m here to say a BIG THANK YOU to all of you who had wishes mi hapie birthday (x
love ya all!