it's time to face the truth...

Thursday, March 31, 2005 9:50 PM

just had my dinner.
ponned econs repeat lesson.
doze off during phy repeat lesson.
went fo vball training.
cabbed hm at ard 8.
so tired.
tml still got p.e..
lan eh..
//runs

Tuesday, March 29, 2005 9:09 PM

hmmm.
just visited kaya's blog.
saw the mini class foto.

i miss the class of forty-one.
-sigh-
if onli we didnt go seperate ways...
i do miss the good old days,
when my 38 club is still active,
when whoever like whoever n we go ard helping.
hanging out after sch fer movies.
just do wadever we like to do.
bytching wif yp in class.
but yea,
as if anybodi will realise my absence.
38 club wasnt the same anymore,
i wonder if its still alive or probably just close down,
everybody is busy wif their own life,
no long hanging out cos i'm not those popular kid
n rarely there'll b ppl asking mi out?
bytching wif yp?
i dun reali gets to bytch wif her tat much,
as in she has her other fwens and all.
she has her life.

everything changes.
:(

and mi?
i still lead my dull life,
trying to werk hard in jc,
hopefulli able to make it to some uni,

Monday, March 28, 2005 9:02 PM

went to spans fer vball training after lecture.
decided not to join the team i tink,
it alr got 6 mains,
irregular training tyme,
and it ends a lil too late.
;/
trying hockey?

totalli blurr abt maths.
gotta do some revision..

so dead.
//runs

Sunday, March 27, 2005 5:59 PM

-ytd-
went safra wif gen n joyce fer pool.
mit ychu, songmin, youyuan there.
caught ms congeniality2 wif joyce n ychu.
went back to safra to find patricia, terence n hongyi fer pool again.
cam nack to my hse fer mohjong.
gary woke up at 1 plus n join us at ard 2 sth.
everyones got tired at 3 plus.
crapp till 7.
they went home.
i went to bed.

-today-
woke up at 2.
dyed my hair brown-black.
rott my butt.

//runs

Friday, March 25, 2005 11:55 PM

-ytd-
orientation day 2.
water bomb game.
went hm to rest.
yuhchu called.
went out.
met ychu n ngie.
ychu left wif yyuan,
went narene hse wif ngie.
ngie disturb mi.
I DID NOT BLUSH.
i swear.
got sun burnt lar.
can forget abt seeing mi blush no mater how paisae i m lar,
i dun blush de. ;/
mit yp, teckchee n co.
give the eye 10 a miss cos my mum dun allow mi to stay out late.
like fuck pls.
starting sch in 3 days tyme n she asked mi to go home.

-today-
went out wif gen n huilin.
went kster.
sing sing sing :)
its reali fun to b wif them lar.
wanted to go dajie's hse to watch shutter wit ychu n co.
but mum ask mi to go home AGAIN.
freaking irritated.
now dun wan to tok to her,
so fuck up pls.
shall stop here.
//runs

2 more days left.
sad eh

Wednesday, March 23, 2005 5:55 PM

woo.
just got back from ijc.
go orientation lor.
den go fer talks lor,
the talk is like so long n sian plish.
starting sch xt week n i guess i'll b damn bz le.
hais.
gonna werk hard like shit
and hopefully get into uni in 1 n 3/4 yrs tyme lo.
got to know a new fren from my OG,
she's kaili.
da jie's fren sia.
veri friendly la she.
haiya.
k lar,
a lil tired.
still got two days of orientation lo..
i tink i'm joining vball again
lol.
okie,
luff all u wan, i dun give a shit lar.
tata.
//runs

Monday, March 21, 2005 1:35 PM

not going out alr.
ngie wanna watch hostage, i dun wan.
i wanna watch watch spongebob, she dun wan.
haha.
forget it,
i shall rot at home lo.
//runs

ifuckcare

12:19 PM

catching movie wif ngie lata..
:)

sori tat i've not been updating.
im stuck at home 5 out of 7 days,
there's nth interesting to update abt anyway..

yaya,
update when i come back lar.

//runs

Sunday, March 13, 2005 11:21 PM

just got home.
didnt go ikea.
went to mit joyce, damien n terence after i got back frm marche.
suppose to play mahjong,
and da jie ish fucking lazy,
he dont even wan to take out the mahjong tiles.
end up rotting in his house watching tv..
went 854 there de 7-11 to eat sth,
decided not to join them at safra cos yest alr stay out too late...
now checking the time-slot fer hitch,
catching it wif yp n ngie tml!!!
:)
DaPiGu outing..

2:33 PM

going marche now.
freaking tired,
according to yp,
i slept at 5 plus tis morning.
probably going ikea lata,
alone.
.. ..
//runs

Thursday, March 10, 2005 10:06 PM

went out wif ngie.
suppose to catch hitch,
time-slot wasnt rite.
went safra instead,
we played foto-hunt...
full of half-naked men and women...
lol.
feeling bored now...
//runs

Wednesday, March 09, 2005 10:55 PM

just to update,
there's a change in my choices.

1. innova jc
2. business studies [np]
3. banking and financial services [sp]
4. banking and financial services [np]
5. interior design [sp]
6. early childhood edu [np]
7. business adminstration [sp]
8. business management [nyp]
9. product design and innovation [np]
10. financial services [nyp]

ermmm,
just wanna give it a try.
if i couldnt get into any courses i wanted,
i shall go NAFA.
:)
no interview, no nid of portfolio. :)
sch fee can b paid by CPF.
not a bad choice too lar..

Friday, March 04, 2005 3:06 PM

choice of courses:
1. business studies [np]
2. banking and financial services [sp]
3. banking and financial services [np]
4. business adminstration [sp]
5. business management [nyp]
6. product design n innovation [np]
7. esrly childhood edu [np]
8. interior design [sp]

hmmms,
totali different from wad i intend to do.
hais.
anything lor..
my tutor told me,
i can always take up a course on early childhood edu after my diploma or wad de...
;/

//runs

1:21 AM

oh ya,
i tink i've changed my mind,
i tink i'll be choosing early childhood edu,
ngee ann poly.
:)

12:33 AM

why do i feel like i'm losing her?
why cant i just have a lil more confidence in our friendship?
have we drifted apart far too much?
i;m feeling all down..
i reali dun wan to lose her can?
hais.
i've been feeling veri down tis few days.
hais.
i reali love her as my bestie can.
hais.
she noe ma?
hais.
hais.
hais.
:'(

//runs

Tuesday, March 01, 2005 11:49 PM

got back Os result yest...
:):):):):):):):):):)
i did quite well,
it was so hard to believe.
i still ask giokhui and kaya to count fer me lor... :)
L1R4 - 16
L1R5 - 19

english - c6
comb. hum. - b3
emaths - b3
addmaths - b3
biolohy - c6
science - b3
chinese - a1

:):):):):):):):):):)
to me i tink its alr miracle liao wor ;p
so hapi..
hahs.
i actualli pass my english n bio sia :)

kies,
i decided to go banking and financial services [SP]
:)

dunno wad to blog le...
tml going to do the JAE thingy liao.
heya.
//runs