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Tuesday, July 19, 2005 8:22 PM

lost for words.
when can i do sth for myself.
when can i start living for myself.
when can i love myself.
i'm think sometimes i shld get selfish.
even now,
i;m not even schooling at my own wish.
the only small little thing i did to cheer myself up is to watch tv n sleep.

sometimes i just feel that i;m damn silly.
wonders should i believe in this word - BESTIES.
whenever i thought i have found them,
i lost them,
drifted apart somehow.
depression came along.
when things get better,
i lost the faith in that friendship.
i lost the interest.
then slowly i'll walk away,
one day.
its happened then, it happens now,
just like in a circle.
i wanna come to a fullstop.
i need a real friend,
to be there when i;m happy,
to be there when i break down,
to be there,
no matter what happen.
i just need someone.
who really do care.

i know some people are there all along,
thanks for loving me.
(:


are you the one?


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