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Sunday, August 29, 2004 8:03 PM

*sighs
went study in da afternoon wif chel, xueling and their fren, ben or whoever he is.
didnt manage to get anyhting into ma mind.
was walking home alone.
thots abt lotsa things.
and i felt so down.
I HATE BEING MYSELF.
I HATE BEING WEISHAN.
Y M I ME?
y m i even brought to tis fucking world?
cant i juz be a normal girl or wad.
i'm not hiding myself,
but i'm not revealing myself too.
i'm so confused.
i dunnoe.
dunnoe.
tish ish ma blog.
i blog wadever i want.
dun ask mi a thing.
i dun wanna say anything.
dun feel offended.
im juz angry wif myself.
:(
//runs






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